La vie

I find myself in a highly emotional conflict, one that has been too familiar my entire life.

I struggle between accepting my masculinity, and fear of embracing totaly feminity.

I know that there is no clear distinction; however, by accepting total femininity I mean taking surgical means to become physically what is consistent with my inner-self, identity.

For this reason, I am forced to find solace in livejournal again; because for some time since last posting here, I have lived in a delusional fantasy of self-acceptance. I have not been truthful to myself and have become ever aware that I simply cannot afford to be dishonest with myself any further.

Here's to another try. Another attempt to find myself and inner peace.

- Ale'

I have returned to Livejournal, the same person I was a year ago when I posted my last entry.

Some of you may remember me from before; to you all I send my love, and hope that we might reconnect again.

Do not hesitate to message me, I will be keeping future posts private for reasons many of you will understand.

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